Hey there. Its me Pennie....posting away.
Luke 8: 15 (from Roger's teaching this weekend)
Wow what a powerful weekend at P4Square. Did everyone see the statistics of the happenings? Check out Roger's Facebook for the latest.
It was definately powerful for me. Forgiveness is such hard thing as it is....but when you have a past of abuse both mental and sexual at the hands of your father for more years than you care to admit, forgiveness isn't an easy thing.
I thought I had already forgiven him and moved on, but I realized this Sunday, that the hurt is still there and I haven't totally forgiven--For me. I have some more praying and work to do ... God is moving mountains in my heart and in my life. So I thought I would share. I felt moved to go to the alter call....I wept and prayed...and during that time, nothing was there, but God and me...and a vision of me telling someone in person "I forgive you" to their face, but unable to see their face. I don't know what it all means, but God is working me through the understanding of it all....so for everyone reading this:
If there is something that your holding on to....really truly...start praying for God to move in your heart to come away from the pain and the hurt and forgive......thats where I am headed and almost there.....you can do it too.
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